People say that high school is the best 4 years of your life but I would disagree. I spent my last 4 years being targeted and talked about. I used to take offense to all the rumours that I heard about myself until I realized that you’re nobody until you’re talked about. I seemed to have crossed over from the invisible self that I used to be to this person who everyone knew and spoke about. I stopped minding what people were saying about me because at least they took time out of their day just to talk about me. I could never figure out why everyone seemed to find my life so interesting that they’d waste their time thinking about new rumours to spread about me… But if people want to take their time out of their day just to talk about me, then so fucking be it.
I know who I am and I know who I’m not… my high school life may not have been the best, but I made something of myself. I realized that I’m an outsider at BOSS so I started networking with other schools. My friends from other schools have made the last 4 years of my life amazing… I regret nothing.